Class Trip to Zen Garden.

Its realy been a long time i'm not postingg any thing up here.

This Trip is kind of short but somehow the shortage of program makes it a bit better.
We all went their by tour bus.
We all play a few games when we just reach there,







We all have our dinner with lots of seafood with BBQ and Steambot. After dinner we rest for a while with card games playing pranks and a lot more. We played a game which is using their photo when they were young, and someone had already been K.O. after two cans of Tiger.Oh man she's so crazy after that. Then we had some realy hard drinks guess wat another guy K.O. haha..... We came back to KK yesterday I'm so tired dunno y hahaa i hope there's another class trip with these guys 4 my last memory with them...

Taylor Swift's You're Not Sorry Live

Its Taylor Swift!!!
I Love Her.....
And the Most Important is

"You're Not Sorry"

"You're Not Sorry"-My new added song.

Seriously, I had been addicted to this song (you're listening it now) since last two months. Its Lyric has a which is...

So You Don't Have to call anymore

i won't Pick Up the Phone this is the last Straw

There's nothing left to beg for

and you can tell me that ur sorry coz i don't believe you baby like i did

before

YOU'RE NOT SORRY no no o.........

This Song is 4rm me to someone who's 4rm

ANGLELAND not angelland

and

SomeOne who wanna fight with me two days ago(his one of my closest family member).

I realy dunno wat did i did wrong to you guys. You both are just SUCKS.....

You Know I'm Talking About YOU Both.

Oh man, Exam is coming again.

1st final exam is coming again, Seriously no time to Break even a sweat has no time for me to drop..... I have just been recover 4rm my beloved Grandpa's Case now another Great Challenge is coming to me again. I'm driving myself calmly this time cause i don't wanna lose my future's hope. It all depends on this year's result but currently my last exam is not a nice picture but i wanna change the Ending. So? No time to waste but keep studying. I'm nw suppose to have my nap goin on but I just cant stand that leaving my blog being cooldown like North pole. Haha.....

But talking bout cool, my head popped up something "Swine Flu has Nt Cool Down Yet...". My Mum just show me 4rm the newspaper. There's two ppl 4rm Thailand Air-lines, they both been in the same flight with Swine Flu Infected holder. Their nw in KK lol i didn't realy read the whole passage but its the title of the news. Dunno larr so Exhausted man..... Stuff and fatigue Sux.... I hate being tired.....

Wreaths 4 my Beloved Grandpa.

Hey, I'm Innocent Dun Put All Ur anger On me..... Help!!!
(smile)

These are the wreaths given to my Grandpa, and they are realy beautiful. Thanks to all of those who sent anyone of them. You're realy kind of that..... And now I realize that You seriously have to value every single seconds that you have with everyone around you, cause you won't know when will they leave you..... And Grandpa Although You Have Leave Us already forever..... But U'll always be living in my heart..... I'll start my New Life Start 4rm 2 morrow...

That'll always be in my heart.... Forever.....

Its Hard to say.

Sorry guys its realy busy 4 the last few weeks tests, singing competitions, homeworks, staffs, n much more things.... N something sad happened two days ago.....
Yes, its same as wat mty title says "its hard to say.....my grandpa passed away.....". I noe its supposed to be a very sad and serious thing. BUT, dunno y its maybe its the 1st time my close family passed away. And its realy hard 4 me to accept it until today. It was like I was dreaming you know? I dunno wats the problem is..... Its been this long already i have been living with him. But I realy never thought that he will leave us this soon.....
All this happened two days ago, I was like usual go to school, and happy being there having lessons n recess chit-chating and somemore on, and the story starts here. I was just coming back home 4rm school as Usual and i get down 4rm my school bus n rush into my home because i was still hungry. And the next moment i saw my mum sitting direct to the front door and she start to tell me that my grandpa was in the hospital now n his seriously injured he fell down on his own this morning and he hurt his head i mean brain seriously its bleeding in the brain..... And they found out that when my mum went to sent him to FohSang as usual because he cant drive a car anymore since last year. N he was sent to the hospital by ambulance. N after the checking and observation by the Doctor. He told us that he's juz waiting for the time only(no cure anymore and waiting him to die). I know you guys will ask can operation marr..... BUT i'm sorry to say that he got high blood pressure and he's eating a medicine Woffren i think the medicine's name... He cant do operation. So we have no choice but wait till the TIME. And i was so not believing it and i told my mum "I believe in MIRACLEz..." he will be fine. But althouht i was thinking like that my heart has already know how will the situation goes. N i quickly changed another t shirt and a jeans quickly jump up to the car.
After sending the maid to my grandpa's home. We finally reach SMC. And i went into the lift quickly and went to his ward . When i 1st see him in the room it was bout 3pm something Wat i see was he's so suffering he can't breathe very smoothly and his in a fainting stats not awake i asked y cant him wake up my aunt told me his bleeding in his brain on the nuero system he cant control himself anymore and he won't be awake anymore. And after listening wat she said i still believe there's miracle in this world he will wake up and about 4:45 my mum decide to take us home for a bath n cook us dinner to eat and go back to see him AGAIN. And we went home and i went into the bathroom and take my shower and who knows in the middle of my shower my mum asked me to come out immediatelly and tell me Grandpa's heartbeat is going way down..... He cant stand anymuch longer so we fly out of wat we were doin and changed back a shirt and quickly fly into the car..... B4 we went into the car my dad called us my grandpa is dieing lolz... But we have no time to waste but fly our car there and went to his ward quickly and when i enter my granpa's ward i heard Crying and sniffing sound already. when i saw him he's no longer moving and breathing anymore. HE IS DEAD. My 1st reaction is my tears are coming out 4rm my eyes like the water pipe..... And in all a sudden wat i see is not him lying there on the bed not moving anymore but its like a video tape rewinding in my sight all my memories with him all rewinding and came out all in a sudden..... And i was goin to faint and i can't stand it anymore my eldest sister my eldest uncle's daugter was crying, my aunt was crying, my mum was crying, most of the people were crying. I ran out of it and its about 6:22pm i called Fiona with my handphone its so uncontrolable and all my uncles and aunties came and my grandpa was sent to FLS by that night.
Until now i still cant accept wat realy happened its realy like a dream maybe its beacuse it happened all in a sudden. I hope i can learn to truely accept it i realy cant write anymore there's still a hard way for me to do this..... But i learn to value every single ppl around you, because you won't know when will they leave you. Life is like a train ur in one of the cargo you'll see ppl coming up to the train and as well as leaving the train and gone forever...........................................

Its My one and only 18th birthday.

I dun wanna say that but i hav 2 I'm older 1 years old again... The moment i wake up this morning i'm having a minor irritating headache. After reaching school I'm ok again and someone gave me this and its the 1st Birthday present i received.....

Guess wat? its my favourite Colour RED the one who gave me this ask me 2 keep HER~ secret warr... She made it herself,But anyway thank you! xxixa!

Many people greet me too thx ya guys! After school my mum and my uncle(her brother) decided 2 buy me a new school bag because my bag(s) has been broken since the last few weeks, n guess wat they bought me this~

This is the process i'm opening it... Haha lol....

I love it very much its realy nice and its seriously very light and (sorry McDonald i wanna use it again...) I'm lovin it~ This is my second gift.....

N my dad was going 2 bring us out 2 eat but we didnt went out at night because our car is too small 2 fit in 8 person... So my mum cooked our dinner at home..... After Lunch we were goin 2 make ourselves a time 2 go out but noone went out until bout 9.00pm they took out a cake tat my aunt made 4 me i was stunned in a sudden and i realize that how my family love me.....

This is my birthday cake, choclate yarrr... I'm so lovin it....

N lastly i know its funny tis picture my pose is quite lame ya.... But i dunno when will i hav this day again.... Its only once 18th birthday of Major Chan if i want another 18th birthday surely i hav 2 wait rill my next life in this world but there won't be any next life 4 me haha.... Juz wanna thank u all thx ya all let me having this memoriable 18th birthday.... God bless

Tis Week Is still busy!!!

I thought after a few weeks after holiday would be much free and restable who knows its getting busier and busier..... sweat* I'm having LOTZ of things 2 do tis friday till sunday bunch of problem like moral project, training,Art Project, mother's day performance practice..... And OMG My science test is goin 2 be on next Monday I hav 2 start studyin 2day....
Ya, although i'm busy but i still do something silly n sucks but I hope 2 share wif u guys, its i'm wrting a story its about a team of teenage solving mystery in their age with lots of lots of mysteries like i was reading this kind of books. I'm planing 2 post it up by evry chapter i wrote i hope i can finish yhe whole 1st story after Every gramar checking by my ToP SeCreT asst.... I hope i can finish the 1st chapter after next monday, I named the Story ... This is intersting. Hope ya all getting back wif me very soon.

My 1st day of school after the mid-term holiday...

Oh my Gosh, the 1st day of the school is already a GG opening gift 4 me......But realy i should hav expect it in the 1st time, but i try 2 think it positively i realy study larr maybe it juz tat not enough effort barr... so Sad tHingS happened..... Lol, wat am i'm i talking bout.... But i do passed some subject unexpectedly.... Ya its a good things to me larr but, after all these happened i realize tat i should boost up my study rate 4rm nw on 2 reach my goal.... 4A's in SPM... Man, u think tat's easy? Realy 'NO'..... So effort n time is required... Wat 2 do? Juz Go 4 It! U'll ask me y? I juz can say" Its time 2 do tis now, I cant stop myself....."
Now realy as Charles said realy a new layout, a new style, a new life n new attitude.... I'm goin myself realy crazy n wild!!! I cant believe i realy changed a lot of mine unknownly..... lol mystery... I'm goin 2 solve my own mystery... Ya thinking bout my future realy makes me realy ecxiting n full head of sweat..... Haizzz, realy dun understand wat's happening wif me N around me, everything seems 2 happen a lot of changing n moving realy cant understand... ~"If The sun shuts down n decided not 2 shine nomore...."~ Lol singing tat song again haha.... The Whole Holiday is juz making money,rest n shooting my sejarah movie "Tok Janggut" the sejarah project lol..... N ART project is coming soon..... I hope i realy can maintain my studies as well as my sport it has been two weeks not been training in the stadium wif my coach already..... Kind of Miss my coach lol.... Ya tat's it 4 tis post, hope u guys can do well 2 in ur comin exam......

Energy Up Guys!!!

Feeling tired? Of the exam? Hw many ppl can keep themselves in full energy the whole Day? Ecspecially facing exam, asessments, projects, works n bla bla bla bla..... Then ur life's tempo will become slower n slower..... N here 2 day i goin 2 share something up here.... Tis is wat i read 4rm a magazine ifeel....

10 ways 2 boost up ur ENERGY......

1.EAT! - If u don't always have ur meal in time u will be dealing wif eating High-Sugar Junk food like sweets, chewing gum and etc. To deal wif this we should have our meals in time don't take extra meals often like tea time or supper..... Eat more dried fruits, grains , berries,avacado n green vegetables etc.....

2.Lighten Up - Realease all ur tension every day... there will be a lotz of things buzzing around like fly but u can juz take bout 20-30 mins. 2 take a shower n SING-OUT-LOUD(not sing-a-long) 2 realese ur tension...

3. Happy Talks - Find an energetic friends 2 talk wif.... Try 2 think positively in the process of talking u will be addicted with his energetic aura..... Tat will make u energetic!!!

4. Drink Up - When ur body is lack of water u will feel tired, if ur brain is lack of water u will slow down ur every movement.... If u wanna keep energetic tat day u hav 2 drink at least 8 glass of water.... N fruit juice is much more better if u hav.....

5. Love Ur Pillow - For every teenager at least 8 hour of sleepin is necessaryso hav enough sleep is good 4 a new energetic day.... N 2 hav a good sleep hav some mind-resting activty e.g. listening 2 music, reading and etc.

6. Have Ur Herbs - Dunno whether u guys hav tis experience. When ur feeling tired, u drink a cup of hot drink u'll be energy back again... Because Hot drinks realy helps alot when ur feeling tired... Having Coffee or Aroma Herbs Tea a very good for boosting up ur energy. Go n Get urself Some then....

7.Listen 2 Ur Body Clock - Always hav the habit 2 sleep early wake up early nits good 2 keep u energetic the whole day.... Wake up one hour earlier to do some simple excercise will double up ur energy 4 the day....

8.Get Moving - Moving is necessary 4 u after spending a few hours in the air conditioned room or studying n etc. Get OUT off there take a short break out there breathe in some fresh air tat will make u feel better.... Have a ten mins. walk is the best choice 2 breathe in more fresh air 2 refresh ur mind n get energetic....

9. Stop Putting Things Off - Clear Ur to-do list every single day. Leaving them 2 become a mountain is definitely making u energyless 4 the days goin on... So wat r u waiting for go n clear ur to-do list right now.... If is too much to do go n finish the most simplest one 1st then th hard one... If u can afford 2 clear it everyday u will feel more energetic 4 every day.... So? Check Ur to-do list now then!!!

10. Stimulate Ur Brain - Feeling free n doin nothing will reduce ur energetic rates n go into a tired status.... If u wanna fill ur time n keep energetic go n hav some activities like playing puzzle, stretching, take a deep breathe , Sudoku these will stimulate ur brain n will keep ur mind awake n sharp thinking..... When u realy feel tired n nothing 2 do BUT u wanna keep urself energetic? Take 10-15 times of deep breathe tis will helps alot...

After all these hav u find ur own suitable way(s) 2 keep energetic? Go hav it than make everyday Ur Energetic Day.... Hope all U Guys Have A Happy N ENERGETIC Life......

A day b4 1st mid term.....

It realy trouble me a lot the problem..... I realy hate it till tis morning y don't u guys tired? Its more tahn one week already ok? But after listen 2 a few comments 4rm my "friends". Yes juz let them say larr coz i cant control it y should i mad bout it coz NOTHING can change it..... Its juz wating my time.....U guys wanna talk? Juz continue.....

Now i realize tat wat Tough Girl n Little-Manager mean by Its REALY HARD 2 Find a TRUE Friend in a class(in this world for sure), Even if their ur best fren they will backstab u in One Day..... U cant fully believe in them including ur close ppl eventhough ur family most of the time..... They appeared 2 be their good 2 u in front of u but at the other side they scold ppl at thier own blog again..... I scold ppl in blog its wrong;but ur right 2 scold me in ur blog? Slut! U go n think ur self larr u noe i'm talking bout u......All u can believe..... God is the only one can give u true joy n peace..... Because u noe wat? BeLIEve is hiding a LIE in it... Isn't it?

2 morrow is my 1st day of exam already i'm goin study already now..... Good Luck 2 all of u in exam.....

Yes I'm alone in My Galaxy.....N i'm realy Stressed 2 exam Already pls.....

I realy can't understand y all u guys still wanna talk bout it , n its over already isn't it?

Yes i'm always alone....

But wats wrong wif tat?

When did alone had become a kind of fault?

I'm use 2 be alone.....Ok?

I'm realy stress bcoz of exam already k juz giv me a way pls.... I'm getting no air again nw..... I juz wanna study k i surrender..... Pls if someone saw tis post pls stop already.... I surrender.....
The Sun in my World is realy Shutting Down~

SPM<>STPM

I'm Drivin Crazy Currently...
"~...Us Against The World, The World, The world...."
Oh My God... Can u Fell it?
Lol Dunno Wats wrong wif me realy addicted 2 tis song.... If the Sun Shuts Down n Decided not 2 Shine No More....
Its holding a kind of feel in it exams coming i'm realy not in the mood.... Its 2 more days then exam starts i realy hav 2 study odi.....But i couldn't study calmly so much things destrubting me.... OMG i'm so sick of Library oh man studying in house is much more better than there... AiYaakzz Juz Wanna Study 2 get pass.
N my parents told me they want me 2 take STPM omg i didnt even finish SPM yet i dun wanna think about it u noe wat 1year its ok but 1 n a half year may bring me lotz of tears man.... I dun wan STPM.....
Aiyaaakzz " Because its Us against the world the world the world......"{go sing}

Us Against The World-Christina Milian

Another Relaxing Sunday, dunno y i'm realy addicted 2 the song playing nw in my blog.....I love my blogskin..... I add a music playlist in here n i'm loving it(lol later Mc Donald come 2 kill{sue?!} me)..... The song in it are mostly current hot Songs tat most paople like..... This song playing now is called "Us Against The World" by Chirstina Millian not Westlife.... Hahaha the lyrics are realy touching when u listen 2 it seriously....
Dunno y after an Unhappy Febuary I'm goin into my new n challenging Mrach which is Coming wif a Dangerous Opening The MID-TERM EXAM opps.... I'm not well prepared yet currently but i will do it nice n quick n i don't want "M.U.E." Wat's tat anyway? ya, u guys got it rite? MAKE-UP EXAm... Lol i hate it i'm goin 2 study very hard 2 swing it away coz we all Know SPM ends in Dec 16!!! Lol wat a late date taking so many of our holiday!!! I hate SPM y cant it finish earlier??? Oh Man its realy dissapointing.....
2morrow is Monday again its another 1st day of the week..... Talking bout tis week I'm having my Economy Exam on Friday...!!!! Oh my God Exam Realy driving me wild!!! I better go study 4rm nw on..... I'll be posting something else when i had free time this week..... Goodluck Everyone......
N tis song(Us Against The World) is also for the owner of Dancing Life Galaxy.....

Breeze Of DanCinG

It has been a long two WEEKS not been posting anything..... But 2 day I'm so gonna post this coz i'm realy happy n high being in 2day, here n now...... I'm considered a sucessful In Love? Or in Chance? Whatever..... I never dance well or perform on stage b4 coz i'm definitely a noob in dancing, but i do watch people dance. Now a days dancing is considered a kind of sports too.....

Talking bout sports it has been two BuZy Sports week, after CNY its my school's sports meet and last week is the MSSM..... What events? 800m, 15oom, 4x400m & 10x200m in sports meet n only 400m hurdles in MSSM..... N nw i'm working n training hard 4 my performance intrack n field. Haha juz wait 4 my excellent performance ya guys? N its of course 4 her.....

A girl who Loves dancing a lot, she likes math alot.... She is the head of Her CLUB. She's K......... OMG!!!{She ask me not 2 show her name here} so I'll keep it secret TEMPORALLY, I promise......

N i heard another things is That Charlie(only a few ppl noes who i am talking bout) She's in-love too..... Unbelieveable, it suppose 2 be a bad new 4 me but now nt anymore..... Bcoz i noe nw, who i should spend or pay more attention on.... I hav my her 2 take care of.....

Kind of miss her~. N i think i will be going 2 learn dancing

Haappyy CNY!!!! GONG XI FA CAI.....

Hahahaaa Dunno y, i'm realy not in the mood 4 CNY but its juz like came sudden ly hahaahaa lol n here i would like to wish all of my blog's reader Happy Chinese New Year!!!!

Ya realy dunno wat 2 post but i hav some funny picture 2 share wif u all hahaahaa...

Wish u all a HAPPY COW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!

Somehow if cow could do that...

The 'Hints' of Dragon Murder Case...

These r sum hints 4 it cn u guys think it wilder or more imaginative..... If u wanna get the final or break the case 1st u hav 2 noe hw 2 think hw dark the problem will go 2 n u will be able 2 do he case.....

Haha Lol my blog "IN CONSTRUCTION".....

I'll be posting a lot of things tis few days......
COMING SOON!!!
PLS 'STAY TUNED'....

Its A NEW start 4 everything~

Here i would like 2 make a simple welcome 4 all readers of my blog it has been a long time since i dun hav time 2 blog.... it was so boring 4 u guys n sorry 4 keep u guys waiting.... Haha a brand new year hav a brand new wish..... brand new goals....... But i have a brand new hobbies..........

Wat was it? Its reading detective story bookS........! L0l i noe u guys will definitely HANGed 4 a while lol y would tis be happening lol..... Hahaha its simple y? Bcoz everyone change once in a while...N i would like 2 share my 1st detective story i'm currently readin nw..... ' The Dragon Murder Case' i still havent finish reading yet n i'm reading a chinese version one not this version its 4 a display only by S.S. Van Dine i'll share wif u guys after i finish reading it ... If u guys gt time... Try reading,its good 4 u.... Tat's all 4 my 1st time in 09....