The seeking of Awesomeness.

Duno why o feel like wanna write something up here today its kinda dead my blog, but i post it here today is to make it not so dead at least i post something. Feeling kinda sad these few days its like greyish. But feeling a lot more better after talking to Esther Tan since yesterday, yes seriously i should know whats priority in my life by today. Well i'm still seeking for my awesome dream cause she had already had a very awesome dream in her mind i'm not but i'll get one soon. anyway hope i can really thought of it. Yes kinda addicted to K-Pop these days thx to my current dance crew the 1pm. They're awesome seriously, i'm kinda suck among them but i'm trying my best at least i performed my very first dance on the stage last week with them. I enjoy being with them. Feel like wanna go for some hard drinks these few days, i'll see then. Anyway hope you guys had a nice and awesome dream for life too. Be Right Back real soon.... xD

The Review

I wonder why i would come back all in a sudden. I feel awkward, really i just feel that i have something to talk about. Year 2010 is going to an end. I have lots of thing to say but dunno how to spit it all out. I'm currently working in a comic shop in Damai as my close friends around me knows. As the time ticking.... Tik Tok Tik Tok.... i feel kinda bad, i did lots of stuff in this year i really hope lots of thing wouldn't have happened. But what to do? Its done. Ok end of the sad part. All i'm having now is really enough i hope everyone will understand and value every precious things or events happened around everyone. I'm obsessed to One Piece this few weeks. After working in a Comic Shop its not bad at all. Yes i cant learn a lot  of thing from there but at least i made some more friends. I get to have more chance to read some comics i missed out in anime or somewhere else.  Well New Year Eve is coming soon. I'm wondering where to go. I think i would go for some shots with my friend in Work Place. I'll be back more to look around and update you guys. Anyway, Wish You all Have a Blessed New Year 2011. ;)

The 7 deadly sins (introduction)

I have did a bit research about this topic and found out that these sins are define as this refer to wikipedia:
"The Seven Deadly Sins, also known as the Capital Vices or Cardinal Sins, is a classification of the most objectionable vices, that has been used since early Christian times to educate and instruct followers concerning (immoral) fallen humanity's tendency to sin The final version of the list consists of  Wrath, Greed, Sloth, Pride, Lust, Envy, and Gluttony.

And the i found the simple definition for all the 7 sins, as its more easier to understand.

-Pride is excessive belief in one's own abilities, that interferes with the individual's recognition of the grace of God. It has been called the sin from which all others arise. Pride is also known as Vanity.

-Envy is the desire for others' traits, status, abilities, or situation.

-Gluttony is an inordinate desire to consume more than that which one requires.

-Lust is an inordinate craving for the pleasures of the body.

-Anger is manifested in the individual who spurns love and opts instead for fury. It is also known as Wrath.

-Greed is the desire for material wealth or gain, ignoring the realm of the spiritual. It is also called Avarice or Covetousness.

-Sloth is the avoidance of physical or spiritual work.

I've explain all of the sins almost what does it means i think you guys got the picture what is it about right.

The Sin

After all these i feel kinda tired, after done all these things. I'm also not sure about what have i done but i feel kinda Guilty about it. Things you did wrong which is forbidden for a religion is called Sin."Sin, in religion , is the concept of acts that violate a known moral rule." This is the definition from Wikipedia. I found this interesting topic from FB it was a quiz from Quizazz, the tittle "Which 7 deadly sin are you?"..... When i saw this, i was like total panic and exciting in the same time, i was wandering what will be my deadliest sin?

 

Then, i decide to google it the 7 deadly sin before i do the quiz. Among the 7 of them they are:

Envy

Vanity

Sloth
Lust

Wrath

Avarice
& Gluttony.

7 of them represents different kinds of sins we usually did that we might not realize. Well i took the quiz and my results came out that my sin is

Wrath

"Wrath - Inappropriate feelings of hatred and anger. (...)Impatience with the law, or seeking revenge outside of justice, such as with unnecessary vigilantism. Wishing to do evil or harm to others."

symbolism:
- the colours red, orange, and black for fire -
- destruction -
- Lightning -
The hairstyle - another reference to fire
The make-up - a reference to battle marks -
- Sharp feathers -
- The whip she is holidng - a symbol of power -
- The shattered earth and storm - the influence Wrath has on the world -

Brief description
Wrath is uncontrolable feelings of anger and fury. Its like there ticking timebombs just waiting to go off. once your one the bad side of wrath you stay there so its best to try and keep them happy. But even if they are wrath they dont get mad at pointless things but when they are mad i have some very helpful advice....run like hell

My Opinion: Well what can i say? I must admit it ,its kinda ermm.. Not kinda its really accurate. So i hope you guys would go and take this quiz for maybe self understanding, it may not accurate for you but its for me. No offense.


Well i'm kinda interested in this now, i'll post more bout this in the next few post so come back. Kinda tired now off to sleep now see ya guys.  

Mutated Major (MM)

Well as i said i have sweep away all my emo-ness as i promised myself last week. I'm feeling a bit strange and hard for myself cause its really really hard for me to have a sudden change like that, but since its a good thing why hesitate?

After last friday it was kinda free i try to relax myself before another tough period's coming it will be tough 4 the coming month. As AS exam is coming REAL soon i have to get myself well prepared and ace every single of them with everything i got. I don't know why that i start to Love Studying. OMG its so NOT me. Usually you can see me barely touch books(i mean school's books). But now i enjoy studying textbook than reading notes. This sound so Wrong man. I'm kinda worry about myself. What's happening to me. Well i'm turning Optimist as i see, but i'm still not as good as everyone think i am.

I did a lots of bad things out there those are said to be "sin" that's the best term to describe that. I don't care much about that anymore cause i had lots of bad memory recently i don't wanna look back cause it makes me emo whenever i do that. Trying new things and changing yourself, Its Not That Easy. I feel like i'm mutating.

Two free days coming got to start studying again. Everyone in my campus seems to be kinda frustrated, well can't help much about that. I went to Aqilah's Raya open house yesterday by following Aikawa's car. I miss her a lot honestly cause every time she came back i barely got chance to see her or talk to her and its a good chance yesterday. I talked to her but she's busy cause its her house's open to her relatives and friends she have to take care of everyone of them so we didn't got the chance to talk a lot BUT i'm happy for that already cause at least i can see her and talk to her face to face. And she had a really bad sense of direction. Its funny when i'm talking to her in the phone asking how to find her house. Aikawa knows too.

I'm used to addicted to emo song this time the song i'm addicted to are a few of them:
1.Love the way you lie by Eminem feat. Rihanna
2.Yesterday by Toni Braxton feat Trey Songz

I'm using them not for emo purpose but for testing my endurance to emo songs. They're nice go listen. See ya soon.