Mutated Major (MM)

Well as i said i have sweep away all my emo-ness as i promised myself last week. I'm feeling a bit strange and hard for myself cause its really really hard for me to have a sudden change like that, but since its a good thing why hesitate?

After last friday it was kinda free i try to relax myself before another tough period's coming it will be tough 4 the coming month. As AS exam is coming REAL soon i have to get myself well prepared and ace every single of them with everything i got. I don't know why that i start to Love Studying. OMG its so NOT me. Usually you can see me barely touch books(i mean school's books). But now i enjoy studying textbook than reading notes. This sound so Wrong man. I'm kinda worry about myself. What's happening to me. Well i'm turning Optimist as i see, but i'm still not as good as everyone think i am.

I did a lots of bad things out there those are said to be "sin" that's the best term to describe that. I don't care much about that anymore cause i had lots of bad memory recently i don't wanna look back cause it makes me emo whenever i do that. Trying new things and changing yourself, Its Not That Easy. I feel like i'm mutating.

Two free days coming got to start studying again. Everyone in my campus seems to be kinda frustrated, well can't help much about that. I went to Aqilah's Raya open house yesterday by following Aikawa's car. I miss her a lot honestly cause every time she came back i barely got chance to see her or talk to her and its a good chance yesterday. I talked to her but she's busy cause its her house's open to her relatives and friends she have to take care of everyone of them so we didn't got the chance to talk a lot BUT i'm happy for that already cause at least i can see her and talk to her face to face. And she had a really bad sense of direction. Its funny when i'm talking to her in the phone asking how to find her house. Aikawa knows too.

I'm used to addicted to emo song this time the song i'm addicted to are a few of them:
1.Love the way you lie by Eminem feat. Rihanna
2.Yesterday by Toni Braxton feat Trey Songz

I'm using them not for emo purpose but for testing my endurance to emo songs. They're nice go listen. See ya soon.