I don't know, if you don't tell.

Sometime when life gets harder and harder they(some friend) just don't care.not everyone will tell everyone  everything. When you're in problem, there is certain things you won't go and tell everybody, especially things to deal with money. Its been a long time I have not been posting and blogging. Its just so hard to speak in front of people when you have something in your mind when its an unhappy things.

I'm currently in Taiwan, life's getting tougher and tougher. Its just when your in a positive mood you'll take it as a challenge but if you're in a negative mood the challenge will become your burden or you can call it stress. It was awful, if your in trouble just tell me and don't have to use that kind of attitude Isn't it? And you want to talk this kind of things in front of everybody. I felt really sad and disappointed, after all this time I'm building my trust in you. I thought I already have your trust, but actually you're not. You said I go down hill happily with others. I was like WTF?! Since when i have been very happy? I have been in a really dark side of myself since this few weeks. I just barely smile in front of people.

And no matter what you shouldn't have talk to me about this kind of things in front of other people cause its between me and you even i owe other people money. That's none of other people's business. I'm sorry for making you owing other people but you should tell me at the first place. I know what I'm doing. You can't just go out and talk to me in a bad temper or whatever it is, I'm really tired of this already. You don't come and talk to me how you expect me to know so much about your problem? You think you're the only one having problem? I also have my problems too. And do you think If a person has hair wanted to be bald? Think of it.