I don't know, if you don't tell.

Sometime when life gets harder and harder they(some friend) just don't care.not everyone will tell everyone  everything. When you're in problem, there is certain things you won't go and tell everybody, especially things to deal with money. Its been a long time I have not been posting and blogging. Its just so hard to speak in front of people when you have something in your mind when its an unhappy things.

I'm currently in Taiwan, life's getting tougher and tougher. Its just when your in a positive mood you'll take it as a challenge but if you're in a negative mood the challenge will become your burden or you can call it stress. It was awful, if your in trouble just tell me and don't have to use that kind of attitude Isn't it? And you want to talk this kind of things in front of everybody. I felt really sad and disappointed, after all this time I'm building my trust in you. I thought I already have your trust, but actually you're not. You said I go down hill happily with others. I was like WTF?! Since when i have been very happy? I have been in a really dark side of myself since this few weeks. I just barely smile in front of people.

And no matter what you shouldn't have talk to me about this kind of things in front of other people cause its between me and you even i owe other people money. That's none of other people's business. I'm sorry for making you owing other people but you should tell me at the first place. I know what I'm doing. You can't just go out and talk to me in a bad temper or whatever it is, I'm really tired of this already. You don't come and talk to me how you expect me to know so much about your problem? You think you're the only one having problem? I also have my problems too. And do you think If a person has hair wanted to be bald? Think of it.

The seeking of Awesomeness.

Duno why o feel like wanna write something up here today its kinda dead my blog, but i post it here today is to make it not so dead at least i post something. Feeling kinda sad these few days its like greyish. But feeling a lot more better after talking to Esther Tan since yesterday, yes seriously i should know whats priority in my life by today. Well i'm still seeking for my awesome dream cause she had already had a very awesome dream in her mind i'm not but i'll get one soon. anyway hope i can really thought of it. Yes kinda addicted to K-Pop these days thx to my current dance crew the 1pm. They're awesome seriously, i'm kinda suck among them but i'm trying my best at least i performed my very first dance on the stage last week with them. I enjoy being with them. Feel like wanna go for some hard drinks these few days, i'll see then. Anyway hope you guys had a nice and awesome dream for life too. Be Right Back real soon.... xD

The Review

I wonder why i would come back all in a sudden. I feel awkward, really i just feel that i have something to talk about. Year 2010 is going to an end. I have lots of thing to say but dunno how to spit it all out. I'm currently working in a comic shop in Damai as my close friends around me knows. As the time ticking.... Tik Tok Tik Tok.... i feel kinda bad, i did lots of stuff in this year i really hope lots of thing wouldn't have happened. But what to do? Its done. Ok end of the sad part. All i'm having now is really enough i hope everyone will understand and value every precious things or events happened around everyone. I'm obsessed to One Piece this few weeks. After working in a Comic Shop its not bad at all. Yes i cant learn a lot  of thing from there but at least i made some more friends. I get to have more chance to read some comics i missed out in anime or somewhere else.  Well New Year Eve is coming soon. I'm wondering where to go. I think i would go for some shots with my friend in Work Place. I'll be back more to look around and update you guys. Anyway, Wish You all Have a Blessed New Year 2011. ;)

The 7 deadly sins (introduction)

I have did a bit research about this topic and found out that these sins are define as this refer to wikipedia:
"The Seven Deadly Sins, also known as the Capital Vices or Cardinal Sins, is a classification of the most objectionable vices, that has been used since early Christian times to educate and instruct followers concerning (immoral) fallen humanity's tendency to sin The final version of the list consists of  Wrath, Greed, Sloth, Pride, Lust, Envy, and Gluttony.

And the i found the simple definition for all the 7 sins, as its more easier to understand.

-Pride is excessive belief in one's own abilities, that interferes with the individual's recognition of the grace of God. It has been called the sin from which all others arise. Pride is also known as Vanity.

-Envy is the desire for others' traits, status, abilities, or situation.

-Gluttony is an inordinate desire to consume more than that which one requires.

-Lust is an inordinate craving for the pleasures of the body.

-Anger is manifested in the individual who spurns love and opts instead for fury. It is also known as Wrath.

-Greed is the desire for material wealth or gain, ignoring the realm of the spiritual. It is also called Avarice or Covetousness.

-Sloth is the avoidance of physical or spiritual work.

I've explain all of the sins almost what does it means i think you guys got the picture what is it about right.

The Sin

After all these i feel kinda tired, after done all these things. I'm also not sure about what have i done but i feel kinda Guilty about it. Things you did wrong which is forbidden for a religion is called Sin."Sin, in religion , is the concept of acts that violate a known moral rule." This is the definition from Wikipedia. I found this interesting topic from FB it was a quiz from Quizazz, the tittle "Which 7 deadly sin are you?"..... When i saw this, i was like total panic and exciting in the same time, i was wandering what will be my deadliest sin?

 

Then, i decide to google it the 7 deadly sin before i do the quiz. Among the 7 of them they are:

Envy

Vanity

Sloth
Lust

Wrath

Avarice
& Gluttony.

7 of them represents different kinds of sins we usually did that we might not realize. Well i took the quiz and my results came out that my sin is

Wrath

"Wrath - Inappropriate feelings of hatred and anger. (...)Impatience with the law, or seeking revenge outside of justice, such as with unnecessary vigilantism. Wishing to do evil or harm to others."

symbolism:
- the colours red, orange, and black for fire -
- destruction -
- Lightning -
The hairstyle - another reference to fire
The make-up - a reference to battle marks -
- Sharp feathers -
- The whip she is holidng - a symbol of power -
- The shattered earth and storm - the influence Wrath has on the world -

Brief description
Wrath is uncontrolable feelings of anger and fury. Its like there ticking timebombs just waiting to go off. once your one the bad side of wrath you stay there so its best to try and keep them happy. But even if they are wrath they dont get mad at pointless things but when they are mad i have some very helpful advice....run like hell

My Opinion: Well what can i say? I must admit it ,its kinda ermm.. Not kinda its really accurate. So i hope you guys would go and take this quiz for maybe self understanding, it may not accurate for you but its for me. No offense.


Well i'm kinda interested in this now, i'll post more bout this in the next few post so come back. Kinda tired now off to sleep now see ya guys.