Its Not That Easy

The seeking of Awesomeness.

2011-02-18T22:34:00.000+08:00

Duno why o feel like wanna write something up here today its kinda dead my blog, but i post it here today is to make it not so dead at least i post something. Feeling kinda sad these few days its like greyish. But feeling a lot more better after talking to Esther Tan since yesterday, yes seriously i should know whats priority in my life by today. Well i'm still seeking for my awesome dream cause she had already had a very awesome dream in her mind i'm not but i'll get one soon. anyway hope i can really thought of it. Yes kinda addicted to K-Pop these days thx to my current dance crew the 1pm. They're awesome seriously, i'm kinda suck among them but i'm trying my best at least i performed my very first dance on the stage last week with them. I enjoy being with them. Feel like wanna go for some hard drinks these few days, i'll see then. Anyway hope you guys had a nice and awesome dream for life too. Be Right Back real soon.... xD

The Review

2010-12-30T01:55:00.000+08:00

I wonder why i would come back all in a sudden. I feel awkward, really i just feel that i have something to talk about. Year 2010 is going to an end. I have lots of thing to say but dunno how to spit it all out. I'm currently working in a comic shop in Damai as my close friends around me knows. As the time ticking.... Tik Tok Tik Tok.... i feel kinda bad, i did lots of stuff in this year i really hope lots of thing wouldn't have happened. But what to do? Its done. Ok end of the sad part. All i'm having now is really enough i hope everyone will understand and value every precious things or events happened around everyone. I'm obsessed to One Piece this few weeks. After working in a Comic Shop its not bad at all. Yes i cant learn a lot of thing from there but at least i made some more friends. I get to have more chance to read some comics i missed out in anime or somewhere else. Well New Year Eve is coming soon. I'm wondering where to go. I think i would go for some shots with my friend in Work Place. I'll be back more to look around and update you guys. Anyway, Wish You all Have a Blessed New Year 2011. ;)

The 7 deadly sins (introduction)

2010-09-28T22:16:00.002+08:00

I have did a bit research about this topic and found out that these sins are define as this refer to wikipedia:
"The Seven Deadly Sins, also known as the Capital Vices or Cardinal Sins, is a classification of the most objectionable vices, that has been used since early Christian times to educate and instruct followers concerning (immoral) fallen humanity's tendency to sin The final version of the list consists of Wrath, Greed, Sloth, Pride, Lust, Envy, and Gluttony.

And the i found the simple definition for all the 7 sins, as its more easier to understand.

-Pride is excessive belief in one's own abilities, that interferes with the individual's recognition of the grace of God. It has been called the sin from which all others arise. Pride is also known as Vanity.

-Envy is the desire for others' traits, status, abilities, or situation.

-Gluttony is an inordinate desire to consume more than that which one requires.

-Lust is an inordinate craving for the pleasures of the body.

-Anger is manifested in the individual who spurns love and opts instead for fury. It is also known as Wrath.

-Greed is the desire for material wealth or gain, ignoring the realm of the spiritual. It is also called Avarice or Covetousness.

-Sloth is the avoidance of physical or spiritual work.

I've explain all of the sins almost what does it means i think you guys got the picture what is it about right.

The Sin

2010-09-27T22:53:00.000+08:00

After all these i feel kinda tired, after done all these things. I'm also not sure about what have i done but i feel kinda Guilty about it. Things you did wrong which is forbidden for a religion is called Sin."Sin, in religion , is the concept of acts that violate a known moral rule." This is the definition from Wikipedia. I found this interesting topic from FB it was a quiz from Quizazz, the tittle "Which 7 deadly sin are you?"..... When i saw this, i was like total panic and exciting in the same time, i was wandering what will be my deadliest sin?

Then, i decide to google it the 7 deadly sin before i do the quiz. Among the 7 of them they are:

Envy

Vanity

Sloth
Lust

Wrath

Avarice
& Gluttony.

7 of them represents different kinds of sins we usually did that we might not realize. Well i took the quiz and my results came out that my sin is

Wrath

"Wrath - Inappropriate feelings of hatred and anger. (...)Impatience with the law, or seeking revenge outside of justice, such as with unnecessary vigilantism. Wishing to do evil or harm to others."

symbolism:
- the colours red, orange, and black for fire -
- destruction -
- Lightning -
The hairstyle - another reference to fire
The make-up - a reference to battle marks -
- Sharp feathers -
- The whip she is holidng - a symbol of power -
- The shattered earth and storm - the influence Wrath has on the world -

Brief description
Wrath is uncontrolable feelings of anger and fury. Its like there ticking timebombs just waiting to go off. once your one the bad side of wrath you stay there so its best to try and keep them happy. But even if they are wrath they dont get mad at pointless things but when they are mad i have some very helpful advice....run like hell

My Opinion: Well what can i say? I must admit it ,its kinda ermm.. Not kinda its really accurate. So i hope you guys would go and take this quiz for maybe self understanding, it may not accurate for you but its for me. No offense.

Well i'm kinda interested in this now, i'll post more bout this in the next few post so come back. Kinda tired now off to sleep now see ya guys.

Mutated Major (MM)

2010-09-26T22:44:00.000+08:00

Well as i said i have sweep away all my emo-ness as i promised myself last week. I'm feeling a bit strange and hard for myself cause its really really hard for me to have a sudden change like that, but since its a good thing why hesitate?

After last friday it was kinda free i try to relax myself before another tough period's coming it will be tough 4 the coming month. As AS exam is coming REAL soon i have to get myself well prepared and ace every single of them with everything i got. I don't know why that i start to Love Studying. OMG its so NOT me. Usually you can see me barely touch books(i mean school's books). But now i enjoy studying textbook than reading notes. This sound so Wrong man. I'm kinda worry about myself. What's happening to me. Well i'm turning Optimist as i see, but i'm still not as good as everyone think i am.

I did a lots of bad things out there those are said to be "sin" that's the best term to describe that. I don't care much about that anymore cause i had lots of bad memory recently i don't wanna look back cause it makes me emo whenever i do that. Trying new things and changing yourself, Its Not That Easy. I feel like i'm mutating.

Two free days coming got to start studying again. Everyone in my campus seems to be kinda frustrated, well can't help much about that. I went to Aqilah's Raya open house yesterday by following Aikawa's car. I miss her a lot honestly cause every time she came back i barely got chance to see her or talk to her and its a good chance yesterday. I talked to her but she's busy cause its her house's open to her relatives and friends she have to take care of everyone of them so we didn't got the chance to talk a lot BUT i'm happy for that already cause at least i can see her and talk to her face to face. And she had a really bad sense of direction. Its funny when i'm talking to her in the phone asking how to find her house. Aikawa knows too.

I'm used to addicted to emo song this time the song i'm addicted to are a few of them:
1.Love the way you lie by Eminem feat. Rihanna
2.Yesterday by Toni Braxton feat Trey Songz

I'm using them not for emo purpose but for testing my endurance to emo songs. They're nice go listen. See ya soon.

Last pain for this time.

2010-09-22T00:11:00.000+08:00

Well, today i made a promise to myself; today's the last day for the old emoish me. From tomorrow onwards i'm not gonna go emo simply as usual face every problem with a great smile on the face and i know currently too much things happened around me. Maybe i would accidentally hurt someone else around me or even close friends or even people starts hating me. I sincerely apologized to all of you. The pass few weeks i'm not in real good mood for everything, so sometimes when u talk to me or walked pass me i didn't say hi to you or said something rude. Really Sorry.

I just can say that i'm always cannot win this thing until today. Misunderstanding. It always likes to come hunt for me but i always let it won in everything incur with it. I always think handle it with my explanation, but i don't know who's the people invent the phrase in Chinese "Explaining equals to Hiding". Sorry to say that i'm fucking mad at this person. Whenever things came up, the only ways is to explain, the people might say i'm hiding that is unacceptable already but the worst is not that its they don't even wanna listen and think they are always right. Fine, speechless i have already said we all have faults but u still thinks that i'm all wrong and even back-stab people at the back. Don't think i don't know anything its from you friends too u like to back-stab ppl. Its good for you too cause u don't need to see my dog face and hear me bark again. That's the end of it between both of us, maybe someday something happened might get us back but that's another story another chapter but not today. I won't pass this out to anyone anymore UNLESS your really special case.

I don't wanna scold anyone anymore its 12am of the next day now. Well what can i say i have to change. Well really miss peoples around. I've been a Lone Ranger after the fight its not that i don't have lots of friends. Its just i wanna avoid too much people cause i might accidentally hurt you. But 4rm now on i don't anyway those who are taking exam A Real Good Luck for you and happy Moon Cake Festival to you all......

Low Tide

2010-09-20T17:35:00.000+08:00

Well, dunno y i suddenly got a feeling that i wanna post something up here 2day. Its been a long long time i posted my last post. Well, i'm kinda upset here today. Because lots of things happened 2 me these days. Few things i wanna talk about.

1. I always ask ppl dun emo, when i saw them posting some emo post on fb, bt still i always end up emo myself bout my own staffs happened 2 me.
2. Tomorrow's my AS level Trial exam bt i'm still typing shit here.
3. I'm sick of him already. Everyone gt limits, once time had passed, its hard 2 refine or repair it again. I've taken the 1st 2 tear of my faces and apologize 2 him twice. Both of us also gt fault, bt to me i don't think he ever admitted it. He think he's not wrong completely. Well? What can i say? Since u dun accept my apologize that will be fine for me too.

Kinda miss these ppl
-Aqilah,Corine,Sam&Sarah.
"well miss u guys really bad..... Miss talking 2 u guys."
-Jovi
"I'm really not in a good mood, wish i'm in KL or Ipoh now. I wanna go clubbing."
-09'S2Xin
"now i realize the old days with u are way more fun compare 2 now."
-Reila,Jordan,Chew,Fiona
"Haizz, miss gossiping with u guys"
-Rachel,Cavanaugh,Jeremy,Derek
"the primary school days, sprinkling days are over... Miss it so Bad."
Evelyn Tsen
-"sister, gt so much 2 talk with you."
Others(I dun mention is not bcoz i've forgot bout u its juz too many)
-" I really miss alotz of ppl."

Don't know why i feel like got tons to talk about but suddenly all stuck. Have to wait till next time, gtg 4 my nap. Hopefully my emo's all gone after the nap.

Part of the missing pieces

2010-05-07T12:20:00.000+08:00

It feels like i'm not really serious for my results last term i fells like nothing just study easily and stay cool but what i got after the exam was not as satisfying as i predicted. I dun feel like i've dun my best bt what to do? I'm doing in this way because i feel like i'm missing something else in my life bt i'm not sure what is it... I really dunno what i actually want. I asked a lot of ppl about it, and i end up with this conclusion. "Major You Need To Set A Goal For Yourself!!!!". But after thinking of that i knew what i want was like bt i dunno what is it. Ooops, Its like so deep. It means for example, Imagine i want to buy ice cream for myself bt when i walk in to the supermarket, i went to see a lots of stuff like candy, marshmallow and etc. bt i found out that i want something sweet bt what i went to see is nt the one i want. U gt it? Like its still too deep for others to understand bt nvm, as long as i know what i mean its okay. I'm having this fear of postman coming over the house i have no idea when is the transcript will be sent to my parents i know it won looks good so i have to prepared myself mentally that i'll get shot when the moment i get in to the house after school.

I tidy up my room last night throwing things that i dun need away, arranging my stuffs and blah blah blah, i found lots of things like my old school photo with my secondary classmates make me remember the old days i Sttss, i found old notes from secondary school, A, B, C, and i found a present box it was nt a box given to me by ppl bt the present box i'm gonna give someone bt she did not accept and i end up giving part of it to her only, it makes me think of the time when i still love her. I have no feel at all to her anymore today bt i feels sad when i remember what she did to me. I'm not in a very good mood since morning i really dun understand what's the big deal of hitting a mosquito in the car and it drop on the floor of the car. Why is he so pissed off because of this is it a big deal? I 'm so lazy to care about it.....

Its under-bo(edrea)'s birthday today anyway wish u Happy Birthday!!! XD I hope nothing else would spoil my mood again. I wanna perform in IS Night bt i did not, because my band dun fells like they wann ago arghh... That's all~ God Bless Pls...

It sounds damn Wrong.....

2010-05-05T09:39:00.000+08:00

I failed my accounts, what the hell man.... I'm not stupid bt the one who teach, i dun understand what she say all the time she was like so discouraging all the time and expect ppl to get good marks during test or exam always ask ppl to drop ur stupid subject..... Seriously if i still can drop i will definitely drop it for SURE bt i have no choice coz i only left 3 subjects i dropped math two months ago.... I prefer my secondary bookeeeping to teach me accounts.... Well lots of thing came back out suddenly i fell like super stressed, i hav to manage my club the performance, newsletter materials like sudden want us to pass it up so fast and really no time for it time is running out so fast i'm still doin nothing here bt typing my post , what else? Movie shooting...., i enjoy doing it bt it all come out all in a sudden and come 2gather.... I want to go for a holiday the one week holiday was like nthg, coz when we start to feel like its holiday the school reopen..... I wanna go somewhere else..... Now i realize everyone around me is struggling out of problems like i do... Lets Do It...... :(

I'm not giving Up!!!! Bye emo....

2010-03-31T21:22:00.000+08:00

Well how sad it was like so emo few days ago.... I don't wanna do that but i really can't stand it but well I found the most effecting way in healing back from serious love sickness.... KEEPING BUSY WILL MAKE YOU FORGOT ABOUT IT..... I'm goin to keep myself really busy these few day k? Don't get mad if i don't talk to you these few days k? GO GO GO!!! BUSY BUSY BUSY!!!!

Monday Morning rain is falling.'''":":";"";":

2010-03-31T19:49:00.002+08:00

Really forgot how long it had been not been raining even a drop of rain on the ground of land below the wind. It was like months not been raining , it's just that the ground still haven't cracked yet. Yes, it finally rained this morning, a real heavy rain it is. Someone says that its better not to know everything sometime, cause you'll regret after knowing about it. Yes,its true i really hope that i didn't asked something or anything about her. I prefer forgot about it or whatever that i can never know about this. Although it's not any big secret or what but for me it should be a secret better not to know about. I hope she could see this . It hurts, when you talk with someone else....not with me.... It hurts more when someone else makes you smile & i can't....& It hurts most, when you say I Love You to someone else... Not to me.... You rejected me that day, cause you tell me, we don't know each other much yet, we just know each other for few weeks only and he is also new too... You know him not more than few weeks too... If you knew you won't, don't give me any space for imagination and even a chance at the beginning... I rather you rejected at the first time not a few weeks after and you rejected me and you're with him already at his moment. I don't even believe it when someone is telling me that. I thought it was just rumors. But today, its true . It's really hard for me to accept this do suddenly. You may now saying that i'm too slow, so what? I'm slow but at least i don't pull things off around like a truck none stop going and pulling someone at the back with rope which didn't even realize the person is tired and still pulling, even he can't walk till he is dead and still pulling him around and don't even care the corpse is still bleeding and losing parts, and you end up cutting the rope blindly and go leaving it in the middle of your journey. I don't wanna hate you, i tried my very best not to act it obviously in front of you but i can't go through myself. I try not to act emo cause it's for emo-bo but i really can't stand it. I hope someone can cast a spell on my glasses and contact lens so that i won't be seeing you in my world. I don't wanna see you cause it increase s the pain in my heart. It's my fault to know about it, i really shouldn't have known about it. Sorry Princess-bo i really can't control myself for being emo. I know emo is not for minor-bo but i'll try my best to go through this. But sometimes God just wanna test you, He don't just give you one problems at a time but he double it up or even triple it... What do you want? I'm not felling like coming to I.S. in the beginning but you tell me to go for it and you want it. So, i came to I.S. to Study. It has been a tough time for me to get use to it in an all new environment. I'm now even enjoying life and studying in I.S., and now you're telling me that i'm easily satisfy after continue studying A-Level after getting my result. Sometime you just don't understand that and even know what am i thinking . I'm NOT EASILY SATISFY for studying A-Level. All i want is just complete the whole course since i came to so far. I'm really tired of struggling between these problems. I have my own shit to manage and take care of. Stop messing up my life. I wish i could kick these stuff out of my life. It's raining now inside of my heart i don't know when will it stop. I'm sick of sad and love song now cause they don't work on me anymore.

Miss the One Step 2 Victory

2010-03-14T21:53:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was the last day of our Sch's sports day. I was in orange house's volleyball team. We had already had a match with Red hs. on friday, we lose that match and yesterday against Pink hs. and Blue hs. Our 1st match against Pink house our house won 2 games streak. The 2nd match against Blue hs. we lose the 1st set, bt we catch up in the 2nd set, then we get to third set and we almost got it bt we lose at the end. That's kind of sad. But we knew we did our very best on this. Ok now the sport's day is finished, tough days are coming soon hahaha i gotta braced up. I'll be busying bout Music Club, Student Welfare and AnP.Okay, So long~ willing 2 share more with u guys soon. Before i end this post hope 2 wish Princess-bo "HAPPY BIRTHDAY"!!!!!

Well time to let go of hands.

2010-03-10T08:32:00.003+08:00

Well i'm really not in a very happy mood cause the girl rejected me since monday. I try my very best to overcome myself for being depressed and its really hard i can see, but i still have a group of friends supporting me comfort me at the back. Really thanks to them. what i raely need now is a rest but i don't think i can have it this soon but if i get something good tomorrow it will be another story. I found out that there's a song named 'goodbye' by Miley Cyrus(Hannah Montana) really help me a lot in cry out everything in my heart that's a realy nice song and another song 'The Man Who Can't Be Moved' realy sing out everything inside of me i need to go fix my playlist to this two song hahaha.... {...I remember when we kiss, i still feel it on my lips, the time when u dance with me when no music playin......}

Is it a good time?

2010-03-05T08:08:00.002+08:00

Well its me again. 08.02AM here in the Comp lab. Not in a real good mood. I really dun understand why is that going study in Singapore is so important, cause i really never think of studying in Singapore before maybe its good to study in Singapore in the future, but i hope i could go somewhere further than Sing.Because of this my dad keep angry at me about this. And he scolded me because of silly small matter. Taking bout the girl i really dunno what to say about her... Should i go ask her once to clarify everything clear or what? If i dun do that now i'm afraid i won't have time to talk about it cause i'll be really busy. My time is going tighter and tighter I hope that i will came out with a real good idea so solve this sort of problem. Well talking bout club its going great i hope everything won't goes wrong. Bleeding inside but Smiling outside.

Long time no post....

2010-03-03T08:33:00.002+08:00

It's been a long time since my last post till now... maybe there's noone reading or checking out ppls blog.... Haha kind of silly. What's the point of posting here? I found out that i have nothing to do during my math lesson... Cause I wanna drop it..... To let you guys know i'm still fine these days not dead yet haha.... N i have been elected as the President of Music Club. I feel that its gonna to be tough in the coming days. I hope that with the commitees they can realy help out and work together to improve the club more.... What else? Ya i'm currently studying in Institut Sinaran(IS), and I'm in A-level commerce class. I met a lot of new friends, pals, buddies and my crush. Talking bout a girl i met in IS this girl is cute, friendly, crazy and funny..... I realy likes this girl but sometimes she realy makes me go insane. Is she the girl that i've been waiting these days?

Class Trip to Zen Garden.

2009-08-26T10:07:00.003+08:00

Its realy been a long time i'm not postingg any thing up here.

This Trip is kind of short but somehow the shortage of program makes it a bit better.
We all went their by tour bus.
We all play a few games when we just reach there,

We all have our dinner with lots of seafood with BBQ and Steambot. After dinner we rest for a while with card games playing pranks and a lot more. We played a game which is using their photo when they were young, and someone had already been K.O. after two cans of Tiger.Oh man she's so crazy after that. Then we had some realy hard drinks guess wat another guy K.O. haha..... We came back to KK yesterday I'm so tired dunno y hahaa i hope there's another class trip with these guys 4 my last memory with them...

Taylor Swift's You're Not Sorry Live

2009-05-29T21:14:00.001+08:00

Its Taylor Swift!!!
I Love Her.....
And the Most Important is

"You're Not Sorry"

"You're Not Sorry"-My new added song.

2009-05-26T17:13:00.007+08:00

Seriously, I had been addicted to this song (you're listening it now) since last two months. Its Lyric has a which is...

So You Don't Have to call anymore

i won't Pick Up the Phone this is the last Straw

There's nothing left to beg for

and you can tell me that ur sorry coz i don't believe you baby like i did

before

YOU'RE NOT SORRY no no o.........

This Song is 4rm me to someone who's 4rm

ANGLELAND not angelland

and

SomeOne who wanna fight with me two days ago(his one of my closest family member).

I realy dunno wat did i did wrong to you guys. You both are just SUCKS.....

You Know I'm Talking About YOU Both.

Oh man, Exam is coming again.

2009-05-19T15:56:00.003+08:00

1st final exam is coming again, Seriously no time to Break even a sweat has no time for me to drop..... I have just been recover 4rm my beloved Grandpa's Case now another Great Challenge is coming to me again. I'm driving myself calmly this time cause i don't wanna lose my future's hope. It all depends on this year's result but currently my last exam is not a nice picture but i wanna change the Ending. So? No time to waste but keep studying. I'm nw suppose to have my nap goin on but I just cant stand that leaving my blog being cooldown like North pole. Haha.....

But talking bout cool, my head popped up something "Swine Flu has Nt Cool Down Yet...". My Mum just show me 4rm the newspaper. There's two ppl 4rm Thailand Air-lines, they both been in the same flight with Swine Flu Infected holder. Their nw in KK lol i didn't realy read the whole passage but its the title of the news. Dunno larr so Exhausted man..... Stuff and fatigue Sux.... I hate being tired.....

Wreaths 4 my Beloved Grandpa.

2009-05-11T00:27:00.007+08:00

Hey, I'm Innocent Dun Put All Ur anger On me..... Help!!!
(smile)

These are the wreaths given to my Grandpa, and they are realy beautiful. Thanks to all of those who sent anyone of them. You're realy kind of that..... And now I realize that You seriously have to value every single seconds that you have with everyone around you, cause you won't know when will they leave you..... And Grandpa Although You Have Leave Us already forever..... But U'll always be living in my heart..... I'll start my New Life Start 4rm 2 morrow...

That'll always be in my heart.... Forever.....

Its Hard to say.

2009-05-09T23:03:00.004+08:00

Sorry guys its realy busy 4 the last few weeks tests, singing competitions, homeworks, staffs, n much more things.... N something sad happened two days ago.....
Yes, its same as wat mty title says "its hard to say.....my grandpa passed away.....". I noe its supposed to be a very sad and serious thing. BUT, dunno y its maybe its the 1st time my close family passed away. And its realy hard 4 me to accept it until today. It was like I was dreaming you know? I dunno wats the problem is..... Its been this long already i have been living with him. But I realy never thought that he will leave us this soon.....
All this happened two days ago, I was like usual go to school, and happy being there having lessons n recess chit-chating and somemore on, and the story starts here. I was just coming back home 4rm school as Usual and i get down 4rm my school bus n rush into my home because i was still hungry. And the next moment i saw my mum sitting direct to the front door and she start to tell me that my grandpa was in the hospital now n his seriously injured he fell down on his own this morning and he hurt his head i mean brain seriously its bleeding in the brain..... And they found out that when my mum went to sent him to FohSang as usual because he cant drive a car anymore since last year. N he was sent to the hospital by ambulance. N after the checking and observation by the Doctor. He told us that he's juz waiting for the time only(no cure anymore and waiting him to die). I know you guys will ask can operation marr..... BUT i'm sorry to say that he got high blood pressure and he's eating a medicine Woffren i think the medicine's name... He cant do operation. So we have no choice but wait till the TIME. And i was so not believing it and i told my mum "I believe in MIRACLEz..." he will be fine. But althouht i was thinking like that my heart has already know how will the situation goes. N i quickly changed another t shirt and a jeans quickly jump up to the car.
After sending the maid to my grandpa's home. We finally reach SMC. And i went into the lift quickly and went to his ward . When i 1st see him in the room it was bout 3pm something Wat i see was he's so suffering he can't breathe very smoothly and his in a fainting stats not awake i asked y cant him wake up my aunt told me his bleeding in his brain on the nuero system he cant control himself anymore and he won't be awake anymore. And after listening wat she said i still believe there's miracle in this world he will wake up and about 4:45 my mum decide to take us home for a bath n cook us dinner to eat and go back to see him AGAIN. And we went home and i went into the bathroom and take my shower and who knows in the middle of my shower my mum asked me to come out immediatelly and tell me Grandpa's heartbeat is going way down..... He cant stand anymuch longer so we fly out of wat we were doin and changed back a shirt and quickly fly into the car..... B4 we went into the car my dad called us my grandpa is dieing lolz... But we have no time to waste but fly our car there and went to his ward quickly and when i enter my granpa's ward i heard Crying and sniffing sound already. when i saw him he's no longer moving and breathing anymore. HE IS DEAD. My 1st reaction is my tears are coming out 4rm my eyes like the water pipe..... And in all a sudden wat i see is not him lying there on the bed not moving anymore but its like a video tape rewinding in my sight all my memories with him all rewinding and came out all in a sudden..... And i was goin to faint and i can't stand it anymore my eldest sister my eldest uncle's daugter was crying, my aunt was crying, my mum was crying, most of the people were crying. I ran out of it and its about 6:22pm i called Fiona with my handphone its so uncontrolable and all my uncles and aunties came and my grandpa was sent to FLS by that night.
Until now i still cant accept wat realy happened its realy like a dream maybe its beacuse it happened all in a sudden. I hope i can learn to truely accept it i realy cant write anymore there's still a hard way for me to do this..... But i learn to value every single ppl around you, because you won't know when will they leave you. Life is like a train ur in one of the cargo you'll see ppl coming up to the train and as well as leaving the train and gone forever...........................................

Its My one and only 18th birthday.

2009-04-18T22:16:00.003+08:00

I dun wanna say that but i hav 2 I'm older 1 years old again... The moment i wake up this morning i'm having a minor irritating headache. After reaching school I'm ok again and someone gave me this and its the 1st Birthday present i received.....

Guess wat? its my favourite Colour RED the one who gave me this ask me 2 keep HER~ secret warr... She made it herself,But anyway thank you! xxixa!

Many people greet me too thx ya guys! After school my mum and my uncle(her brother) decided 2 buy me a new school bag because my bag(s) has been broken since the last few weeks, n guess wat they bought me this~

This is the process i'm opening it... Haha lol....

I love it very much its realy nice and its seriously very light and (sorry McDonald i wanna use it again...) I'm lovin it~ This is my second gift.....

N my dad was going 2 bring us out 2 eat but we didnt went out at night because our car is too small 2 fit in 8 person... So my mum cooked our dinner at home..... After Lunch we were goin 2 make ourselves a time 2 go out but noone went out until bout 9.00pm they took out a cake tat my aunt made 4 me i was stunned in a sudden and i realize that how my family love me.....

This is my birthday cake, choclate yarrr... I'm so lovin it....

N lastly i know its funny tis picture my pose is quite lame ya.... But i dunno when will i hav this day again.... Its only once 18th birthday of Major Chan if i want another 18th birthday surely i hav 2 wait rill my next life in this world but there won't be any next life 4 me haha.... Juz wanna thank u all thx ya all let me having this memoriable 18th birthday.... God bless

Tis Week Is still busy!!!

2009-04-16T16:53:00.003+08:00

I thought after a few weeks after holiday would be much free and restable who knows its getting busier and busier..... sweat* I'm having LOTZ of things 2 do tis friday till sunday bunch of problem like moral project, training,Art Project, mother's day performance practice..... And OMG My science test is goin 2 be on next Monday I hav 2 start studyin 2day....
Ya, although i'm busy but i still do something silly n sucks but I hope 2 share wif u guys, its i'm wrting a story its about a team of teenage solving mystery in their age with lots of lots of mysteries like i was reading this kind of books. I'm planing 2 post it up by evry chapter i wrote i hope i can finish yhe whole 1st story after Every gramar checking by my ToP SeCreT asst.... I hope i can finish the 1st chapter after next monday, I named the Story ... This is intersting. Hope ya all getting back wif me very soon.

My 1st day of school after the mid-term holiday...

2009-03-23T16:58:00.002+08:00

Oh my Gosh, the 1st day of the school is already a GG opening gift 4 me......But realy i should hav expect it in the 1st time, but i try 2 think it positively i realy study larr maybe it juz tat not enough effort barr... so Sad tHingS happened..... Lol, wat am i'm i talking bout.... But i do passed some subject unexpectedly.... Ya its a good things to me larr but, after all these happened i realize tat i should boost up my study rate 4rm nw on 2 reach my goal.... 4A's in SPM... Man, u think tat's easy? Realy 'NO'..... So effort n time is required... Wat 2 do? Juz Go 4 It! U'll ask me y? I juz can say" Its time 2 do tis now, I cant stop myself....."
Now realy as Charles said realy a new layout, a new style, a new life n new attitude.... I'm goin myself realy crazy n wild!!! I cant believe i realy changed a lot of mine unknownly..... lol mystery... I'm goin 2 solve my own mystery... Ya thinking bout my future realy makes me realy ecxiting n full head of sweat..... Haizzz, realy dun understand wat's happening wif me N around me, everything seems 2 happen a lot of changing n moving realy cant understand... ~"If The sun shuts down n decided not 2 shine nomore...."~ Lol singing tat song again haha.... The Whole Holiday is juz making money,rest n shooting my sejarah movie "Tok Janggut" the sejarah project lol..... N ART project is coming soon..... I hope i realy can maintain my studies as well as my sport it has been two weeks not been training in the stadium wif my coach already..... Kind of Miss my coach lol.... Ya tat's it 4 tis post, hope u guys can do well 2 in ur comin exam......

Energy Up Guys!!!

2009-03-07T10:51:00.004+08:00

Feeling tired? Of the exam? Hw many ppl can keep themselves in full energy the whole Day? Ecspecially facing exam, asessments, projects, works n bla bla bla bla..... Then ur life's tempo will become slower n slower..... N here 2 day i goin 2 share something up here.... Tis is wat i read 4rm a magazine ifeel....

10 ways 2 boost up ur ENERGY......

1.EAT! - If u don't always have ur meal in time u will be dealing wif eating High-Sugar Junk food like sweets, chewing gum and etc. To deal wif this we should have our meals in time don't take extra meals often like tea time or supper..... Eat more dried fruits, grains , berries,avacado n green vegetables etc.....

2.Lighten Up - Realease all ur tension every day... there will be a lotz of things buzzing around like fly but u can juz take bout 20-30 mins. 2 take a shower n SING-OUT-LOUD(not sing-a-long) 2 realese ur tension...

3. Happy Talks - Find an energetic friends 2 talk wif.... Try 2 think positively in the process of talking u will be addicted with his energetic aura..... Tat will make u energetic!!!

4. Drink Up - When ur body is lack of water u will feel tired, if ur brain is lack of water u will slow down ur every movement.... If u wanna keep energetic tat day u hav 2 drink at least 8 glass of water.... N fruit juice is much more better if u hav.....

5. Love Ur Pillow - For every teenager at least 8 hour of sleepin is necessaryso hav enough sleep is good 4 a new energetic day.... N 2 hav a good sleep hav some mind-resting activty e.g. listening 2 music, reading and etc.

6. Have Ur Herbs - Dunno whether u guys hav tis experience. When ur feeling tired, u drink a cup of hot drink u'll be energy back again... Because Hot drinks realy helps alot when ur feeling tired... Having Coffee or Aroma Herbs Tea a very good for boosting up ur energy. Go n Get urself Some then....

7.Listen 2 Ur Body Clock - Always hav the habit 2 sleep early wake up early nits good 2 keep u energetic the whole day.... Wake up one hour earlier to do some simple excercise will double up ur energy 4 the day....

8.Get Moving - Moving is necessary 4 u after spending a few hours in the air conditioned room or studying n etc. Get OUT off there take a short break out there breathe in some fresh air tat will make u feel better.... Have a ten mins. walk is the best choice 2 breathe in more fresh air 2 refresh ur mind n get energetic....

9. Stop Putting Things Off - Clear Ur to-do list every single day. Leaving them 2 become a mountain is definitely making u energyless 4 the days goin on... So wat r u waiting for go n clear ur to-do list right now.... If is too much to do go n finish the most simplest one 1st then th hard one... If u can afford 2 clear it everyday u will feel more energetic 4 every day.... So? Check Ur to-do list now then!!!

10. Stimulate Ur Brain - Feeling free n doin nothing will reduce ur energetic rates n go into a tired status.... If u wanna fill ur time n keep energetic go n hav some activities like playing puzzle, stretching, take a deep breathe , Sudoku these will stimulate ur brain n will keep ur mind awake n sharp thinking..... When u realy feel tired n nothing 2 do BUT u wanna keep urself energetic? Take 10-15 times of deep breathe tis will helps alot...

After all these hav u find ur own suitable way(s) 2 keep energetic? Go hav it than make everyday Ur Energetic Day.... Hope all U Guys Have A Happy N ENERGETIC Life......

A day b4 1st mid term.....

2009-03-05T14:55:00.004+08:00

It realy trouble me a lot the problem..... I realy hate it till tis morning y don't u guys tired? Its more tahn one week already ok? But after listen 2 a few comments 4rm my "friends". Yes juz let them say larr coz i cant control it y should i mad bout it coz NOTHING can change it..... Its juz wating my time.....U guys wanna talk? Juz continue.....

Now i realize tat wat Tough Girl n Little-Manager mean by Its REALY HARD 2 Find a TRUE Friend in a class(in this world for sure), Even if their ur best fren they will backstab u in One Day..... U cant fully believe in them including ur close ppl eventhough ur family most of the time..... They appeared 2 be their good 2 u in front of u but at the other side they scold ppl at thier own blog again..... I scold ppl in blog its wrong;but ur right 2 scold me in ur blog? Slut! U go n think ur self larr u noe i'm talking bout u......All u can believe..... God is the only one can give u true joy n peace..... Because u noe wat? BeLIEve is hiding a LIE in it... Isn't it?

2 morrow is my 1st day of exam already i'm goin study already now..... Good Luck 2 all of u in exam.....

Yes I'm alone in My Galaxy.....N i'm realy Stressed 2 exam Already pls.....

2009-03-04T20:58:00.006+08:00

I realy can't understand y all u guys still wanna talk bout it , n its over already isn't it?

Yes i'm always alone....

But wats wrong wif tat?

When did alone had become a kind of fault?

I'm use 2 be alone.....Ok?

I'm realy stress bcoz of exam already k juz giv me a way pls.... I'm getting no air again nw..... I juz wanna study k i surrender..... Pls if someone saw tis post pls stop already.... I surrender.....
The Sun in my World is realy Shutting Down~

SPM<>STPM

2009-03-03T17:36:00.004+08:00

I'm Drivin Crazy Currently...
"~...Us Against The World, The World, The world...."
Oh My God... Can u Fell it?
Lol Dunno Wats wrong wif me realy addicted 2 tis song.... If the Sun Shuts Down n Decided not 2 Shine No More....
Its holding a kind of feel in it exams coming i'm realy not in the mood.... Its 2 more days then exam starts i realy hav 2 study odi.....But i couldn't study calmly so much things destrubting me.... OMG i'm so sick of Library oh man studying in house is much more better than there... AiYaakzz Juz Wanna Study 2 get pass.
N my parents told me they want me 2 take STPM omg i didnt even finish SPM yet i dun wanna think about it u noe wat 1year its ok but 1 n a half year may bring me lotz of tears man.... I dun wan STPM.....
Aiyaaakzz " Because its Us against the world the world the world......"{go sing}

Us Against The World-Christina Milian

2009-03-01T16:39:00.000+08:00

Another Relaxing Sunday, dunno y i'm realy addicted 2 the song playing nw in my blog.....I love my blogskin..... I add a music playlist in here n i'm loving it(lol later Mc Donald come 2 kill{sue?!} me)..... The song in it are mostly current hot Songs tat most paople like..... This song playing now is called "Us Against The World" by Chirstina Millian not Westlife.... Hahaha the lyrics are realy touching when u listen 2 it seriously....
Dunno y after an Unhappy Febuary I'm goin into my new n challenging Mrach which is Coming wif a Dangerous Opening The MID-TERM EXAM opps.... I'm not well prepared yet currently but i will do it nice n quick n i don't want "M.U.E." Wat's tat anyway? ya, u guys got it rite? MAKE-UP EXAm... Lol i hate it i'm goin 2 study very hard 2 swing it away coz we all Know SPM ends in Dec 16!!! Lol wat a late date taking so many of our holiday!!! I hate SPM y cant it finish earlier??? Oh Man its realy dissapointing.....
2morrow is Monday again its another 1st day of the week..... Talking bout tis week I'm having my Economy Exam on Friday...!!!! Oh my God Exam Realy driving me wild!!! I better go study 4rm nw on..... I'll be posting something else when i had free time this week..... Goodluck Everyone......
N tis song(Us Against The World) is also for the owner of Dancing Life Galaxy.....

Breeze Of DanCinG

2009-02-19T08:05:00.000+08:00

It has been a long two WEEKS not been posting anything..... But 2 day I'm so gonna post this coz i'm realy happy n high being in 2day, here n now...... I'm considered a sucessful In Love? Or in Chance? Whatever..... I never dance well or perform on stage b4 coz i'm definitely a noob in dancing, but i do watch people dance. Now a days dancing is considered a kind of sports too.....

Talking bout sports it has been two BuZy Sports week, after CNY its my school's sports meet and last week is the MSSM..... What events? 800m, 15oom, 4x400m & 10x200m in sports meet n only 400m hurdles in MSSM..... N nw i'm working n training hard 4 my performance intrack n field. Haha juz wait 4 my excellent performance ya guys? N its of course 4 her.....

A girl who Loves dancing a lot, she likes math alot.... She is the head of Her CLUB. She's K......... OMG!!!{She ask me not 2 show her name here} so I'll keep it secret TEMPORALLY, I promise......

N i heard another things is That Charlie(only a few ppl noes who i am talking bout) She's in-love too..... Unbelieveable, it suppose 2 be a bad new 4 me but now nt anymore..... Bcoz i noe nw, who i should spend or pay more attention on.... I hav my her 2 take care of.....

Kind of miss her~. N i think i will be going 2 learn dancing

Haappyy CNY!!!! GONG XI FA CAI.....

2009-01-25T13:23:00.001+08:00

Hahahaaa Dunno y, i'm realy not in the mood 4 CNY but its juz like came sudden ly hahaahaa lol n here i would like to wish all of my blog's reader Happy Chinese New Year!!!!

Ya realy dunno wat 2 post but i hav some funny picture 2 share wif u all hahaahaa...

Wish u all a HAPPY COW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!

Somehow if cow could do that...

The 'Hints' of Dragon Murder Case...

2009-01-21T10:25:00.000+08:00

These r sum hints 4 it cn u guys think it wilder or more imaginative..... If u wanna get the final or break the case 1st u hav 2 noe hw 2 think hw dark the problem will go 2 n u will be able 2 do he case.....

Haha Lol my blog "IN CONSTRUCTION".....

2009-01-15T10:02:00.000+08:00

I'll be posting a lot of things tis few days......
COMING SOON!!!
PLS 'STAY TUNED'....

Its A NEW start 4 everything~

2009-01-10T07:27:00.000+08:00

Here i would like 2 make a simple welcome 4 all readers of my blog it has been a long time since i dun hav time 2 blog.... it was so boring 4 u guys n sorry 4 keep u guys waiting.... Haha a brand new year hav a brand new wish..... brand new goals....... But i have a brand new hobbies..........

Wat was it? Its reading detective story bookS........! L0l i noe u guys will definitely HANGed 4 a while lol y would tis be happening lol..... Hahaha its simple y? Bcoz everyone change once in a while...N i would like 2 share my 1st detective story i'm currently readin nw..... ' The Dragon Murder Case' i still havent finish reading yet n i'm reading a chinese version one not this version its 4 a display only by S.S. Van Dine i'll share wif u guys after i finish reading it ... If u guys gt time... Try reading,its good 4 u.... Tat's all 4 my 1st time in 09....

When air is coming bck abit, i'm sick of tis world.....

2008-11-15T12:31:00.000+08:00

I'm so tired already pls.....I realy cant breathe the few days ago already.... N i'm starting 2 get bck air nw..... Whn ur realy bad mood already, everything will get bck a bit but there is EVEN MORE trouble coming again..... I'm realy sick of tis world when tis happen.....Struggling 4 so long just wanna have a rest, wats wrong wif tat.....I'm realy cant breathe 4 all these days.... Y cant these trouble go hunt 4 ppl who with evil hearts n too free 4 nothing?Y is tis so unfair sometime?Haha maybe its just a beginning..... Sometimes I do think tat i just live in kampung with peaceful life Alot of Fresh AIR.... Not in tis stupid city with so many disasters, troubles, problems, comparison, anger, failure...... I dont wanna noe anymore...... I hope i also dunno when i'm dead........PLs.....

No Air.....

2008-11-08T17:03:00.000+08:00

Tell me hw when there's realy no air...... I realy cant accept tat when i noe i hav 2 take make-up exam tat makes me wanna go die.... I have realy forgotten the taste of doin make-up exam 4 2 years already. N who noes? it came bck 2 hunt 4 me again tis year..... I hav been planing 4 working 4 part time or full time n all comes out 2 bubbles flying over me....

Tis is realy sad.... I went 2 work again last night, it was realy unusual nites..... Guess wat? First have u guys seen 4rrm the newspaper{4 Sabah's Fren} a part-time guy working in another restaurant use his handphone's camera put in girls toilet 2 take girls video when they go into toilet the guy was cought n reported 2 the police by his boss's wife when she went into the toilet. N wats the relationship wif tis case wif my work obviously its another restaurant's problem n not my place... N u noe wat my boss's wife asked us 2 hand over the hand phone 2 the cashier 2 keep the phone..... N u noe its hard 2 keep a hand phone safe in a restaurant 4 me n everyone... u noe wat? I was so not gonna hand my phone 2 them but the Madam(boss's wife) force us pls.... She said is dun pass the phone 2 them go home nw... Lol so i gave it to them.It was a huge event it was 102 tables in Grand Port View, i met a lot of ppl last nite the first one is Zhu Zai ,he went thr with his mum...... the second person is my tis year's commerce teacher Miss Wong wif her boyfren n her sister. I saw Yin Man thr 2 she was performing 3 dance like last time in another place..... She was so HOT looking man..... N i saw Shet Fong there too i realy cant recognize her in the begining her eyes was so big than usual..... N i was serving 5 tables wif my brother n one of the table is whr Zhu Zai is n the other is commerce teacher..... N one of the table is my mum's fren they cant recognize in at the first place but after a few dishes they talked wif me...... Guess wat? they gave me RM30 4 tips man!!!!! Wow, i never get tips 4rm customer b4 man..... tat was so ecxiting man..... Dunno larr maybe whn a person gets bad or goes bad in life God will giv u some Surprise 2 make u happy 2 loose ur mood..... N after the function i get my RM25 n my hand-phone n u noe wat my handphone looks like tis.....

They write ur name n stick it on your handphone

Yes tat's it 4 tis post gotta go 2 sleep bye.....

Sorry Gal(partner)!

2008-11-02T09:57:00.001+08:00

Ya realy sory about the competition partner.... For me its morethan half my fault Haizzz.... I think i hav 2 make a well prepared 4 next competition.... I'm sorry 4 i'm late n the performing.... dunno y i noe its sucks k hahahahaaaa dun mind larr.....N the movie make me sick....~

Its Freezing out there.....

2008-10-26T23:01:00.000+08:00

Dunno y its realy cold out there, it had been none stop raining 4 2days its realy cold out there haizz..... I went 2 City Mall juz nw its quite a boring walk over thr maybe its nite already no mood n its keep raining out there I met Thomas there his looking 4 a pair of new basketball shoes, coz his going 2 hav a basketball competition 2morrow haahaaaa Good Luck 4 them... larr hav a good match!!! hope 2morrow wont be raining... N i'm goin 2 a church sister's funeral so sad.....

Another Sunday......

2008-10-19T22:16:00.000+08:00

Lol 2day something happen so funny Lol dunno larr its quite free.... Y? tis morning i didnt went 2 church coz i'm realy tired dunno y juz after the exam feels like fight 4 so long at least its over nw feels like tired but free.... i went 2 Gaya Street tis morning it was so free n quite hot i boughta new sun glasses 4 only RM15 i personally think its quite worth 4 it its quite nice 4 me larr i think.....

See nice? hahaaa n then i went 2 an event organize by my Church its a prevent fire talk by the Bomba department n i hav 2 wear my church's shirt 2 go n i take a few shot wif the shirt n my new sun glasses.....

Lolz Long time again.....

2008-10-17T12:43:00.000+08:00

Hey guys long time didnt blog odi lol i never though i can be blogging in tis moment hahaha i'm blogging in a cyber cafe, i had been onlining last nite i found tata lotsz of ppl hav been blogging nw i can't post any thing last niote coz the pc in my home is too old lolz... i cant afford 2 enter tis site hahahaa is tat crazy maybe tat stupid pc is too old fashion barrr hahahaaaa....
Finally the fucking exam is over tat make me totaly sucked up!!! But its over nw i'm so happy n i' goin 2 find myself a part-time job as soo as possible... I'm goin 2 buy.....

1. New contact lenses
2. A pair of new spec
3. A new hp S.E. W910i
4.New shirts 4 Chirstmas

And maybe there's more things seee first larr.....

Sorry 4 waiting 4 long time No Post .....

2008-09-18T23:45:00.000+08:00

Sorry guys i'm realy sory 4 long time didnt post anything up here coz i was realy busy 4 these few weeks ya hahahahaha.... Ya i hav been acting in a mini video clips n it was damn funny 4 me if u wanna hav a look at my movee Pls Visit My MUST VIEW LINK ttdrama.blogspot.com k?

My NeW baG~

2008-08-17T05:30:00.000+08:00

Tis is the bag i bought today n I'm goin 2 work later see u guys....

I loVe My BaG..........

Lalalalaalaaa My Bag~

Last day of 2nd MID. Term...

2008-08-16T13:43:00.000+08:00

These pictures r taken by me yesterday during the lesson time thier so lame..... Haha, dunno y tis make me wanna cry or laugh..... My classmates r so funny.....

N by the way I wanna help my club 2 do a simple introduction about a competition organize by my club its the "Tshung Tsin Stars Talent Competition". Hw 2 enter? If ur a member of Tshung Tsin u deserve 2 enter tis competition..... Nomatter wat talent do u hav ur welcome 2 enter tis competition.... e.g. the most common talent like singing, dancing, actingn more but wat if u noe Chinese Wushu, Gymnastic or Magic n much more ur welcome 2 Enter tis competition more information pls visit the website tat i had link it in my MUST VIEW LINK at the side tq.....

These r the pictures of the new hair styles of my class. I'm the one who designed it i call it "The
Bag"

Tis is taken during my Chinese lesson... Guess who's hand is tat with the yellow towel?

Wat the hack is She doin????? HahAhaAHAhAhaaHAaa...:)

That day~

2008-08-11T16:36:00.000+08:00

Tat day i realy leave the school early wif Shuk Ling & Shuk Fern. We went home n change our shirt n have our Lunch n we went there we hav been there when its 4.30 something like tat n work n making our prepareration n the bad news is there is no SuCH "Tiao Tong" at all... wat the hell y Bcoz the Tiao Tong Ritual have been made the day B4 we go o my gosh~ But i sure do catch some picture day i'll post it up uder here k?

This is the place where i Go " Nan Tian Gong".....

When we reached there the table were set by those who went there earlier....

They saw me when i take thier picture.....

My captain Jun is waiting 4 the custumer 2 come till she is feelon sleepy odi.... Coz most of the ppl go by after 7.30pm.....WTH.....

This is the Menu of tat day.....

I wonder wat is the guy doin coz he keep waving his Black Flag 4 about 5 minutes after he came down 4rm his car beside him.....

They are moving the table away 4rm the other table which is too close 2 gather.....

This is the picture tat i took after the dinnerthe two kind no i mean shape of Mango pudding.....

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Although there is no Tiao Tong at all but i hope these wont dissapoint u guys..... If u guys got time help me view them find out is there any Weird things please tell me or contact me... pls n TQ~

Can't wait.....

2008-08-10T22:16:00.000+08:00

Hahaha wat makes me cant wait anymore? Wat is it? 2day i went 2 another church its quite intersting being there i forgot wats the name of the church again.... N wat makes me cant wait? Its 2morrow!!!!! I'm gonna wear my new pair of contact lens hahahahaha n go 2 work! i'll be leaving the school earlier..... hahaha so happy i'll be goin 2 a buddhish temple 2 work it will be very intersting i will be bringing my mum's camera n the pendant there so protection~ I'll take intersting photon post it all up in the next post.... My fren in the work place said its quite scary there coz there will be 5-6 ppl will be in chines yhey prounouns "Tiao Tong" it means like ask the ghost, god or guardian 2 'Rasuk' the ppl's body...... It will be an intersting trip.....

here's the pictures ~

This is the new pair of Contact lens tat i cant wait 2 wear it already.....

This is the other side.....

This is the pendant i'm talking about it's called the 4 heavenly king pendant it is said 2 be a 'fenfshui' thing it is use 2 attract good fortune 4rm 4 side of the place n deflect evil ghost in this "Hungry Ghost Month"~

This is the other side of the pendant it is said 2 be a mirror 2 deflect bad things. Turn this side 2 your surround 2 clear the bad things.....

Although it is quite hard 2 believe but some times i follow when my elders ask me to it is the time that i should follow..... Maybe i think its a kind of showing my respect larr hahaha.... I know some ppl will definitely scold me but pls understand my situation pls~ Cant wait till 2morrow.....Blaaaablaabla so sleepy~ Gud Nite Guys~

Its the big day OLYMPIC 2008....

2008-08-08T17:02:00.000+08:00

Wow, finaly the exam is over i thougt it would be a long n disgraceful day n week there's something realy happen between me n my dad yesterday..... it was quite an angry day But 2day is the opening ceremony of 2008 Olympic in the Beijing i believe most of u dun noe wat's the meaning of the five mascot of olympic... Let me introduce them 2 u all tis time.....

These are the mascot of the Beijing 2008 Olympic Games.....

4rm the left Beibei, Jingjing, Huanhuan, Yingying, Nini.....

In chinese their name form the word "Bei Jing Huan Ying Ni"

That means Beijing Welcome you.....

This is Beibei. It symbolize the china's traditional culture and art, the fish and the water designs are the symbol of prosperity and harvest. Beibei carries the blessing of prosperity so tat mean s if u got tis mascot keychain or things wif u, u'll sure Bcome RICH.... Hahaha Juz joking.... Tis mascot looks quite cute 2 me~ And she's strong in water sports too its quite obvious, she represent the BLUE Olympic ring.

Now tis is the other one of the mascot. I think girls mostly will like tis one..... JingJing as a national treasure and the protected species Pandas in China which isadored by people everywhere. As u cn see thereis a Lotus design on his head symbolize the lush forest and the harmonious relationship between man and nature. It represents our desire to protect nature's gift and preserve the beauty of nature for all generation. He is an athlete noted for strengh who represent the BLACK Olympic ring.....

And tis is my Favourite one Huanhuan. Its so cute~ I'm like So gay~ Hahaha tis is the big brother. He is a child of fire, symbolizing the Olympic Flame and the Passion of sport, the passion is blessing he bestows. And he inspires all with the passion to run faster, jump higher and be stronger.The fiery designs of his head are drawn 4rm famed Dunghuang murals with a China's traditional lucky design feeling. Huanhuan excels in all the ball games and he represents the RED Olympic ring.

Tis one is the one Yingying which i most dislike but his strong in track and field events make me wanna ask the designer y he/she wanna design it like this? I asked a lot of ppl's opinion most of them dislike tis one too... But i still do a simple introduce of him too..... Like all antelopes, Yingying is fast and agileand can swiftly cover great stretches of land. His head ornament incorporates several decorative styles of Qinghai-Tibet and Sinkiang cultures and the ethnic designs traditions of Western China. As i said its strong in track and events, Yingying is a quick witted and agile boy who represents the YELLOW Olympic ring.

This is Nini the other one i like too..... In china during the summer n spring, Children of Beijing like to fly beautiful kite on thier beautiful sky. Among all the kite design the Golden-winged Swallow is the most popular design of all. Her head's Golden wings symbolize the infinite sky and

spread good luck as blessing wherever she flies. She is good in gymnastics and represents the GREEN Olympic ring.

Tat's it i'm goin 2 wash the dish already n HAPPY OLYMPIC 2008!

And All The Best To LIU XIANG!!!!!!!!!

More information about the Mascot Pls Visit.....

http://en.beijing2008.cn/spirit/beijing2008/graphic/n214068254.shtml

Olympic is 2MORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-08-07T10:40:00.000+08:00

Wohooo....Beijing Olympic2oo8 is coming so soon its 2morrow!!!!! I wonder hw will the opening ceremony will looks like tis is so exciting.......

N about 2day its my Bookeeping exam 2day..... u noe wat i may fail it lerrr..... the three question i juz cn manage 2 answer 2 in time tis is so terrrible.... DAH FORGET IT! nw i juz wanna wait 4 my exam 2 finish faster n i cn go 2 work n earn as much $$$ as i want 2 buy a new hand phone.....

Bck 2 my OLYMPIC i juz wanna watch my super idol 'Liu Xiang' 2 run his most advantaged event the '110m Hurdles' i goin crazy already...... he is my only sports star wow i'm sure u'll definitely cn win the game k all the best 2 u....

Dun give u till the last second of the match ya?

"GO LIU XIANG! YOU WONT LOSE!"

"I Hate Exam!"

2008-08-02T11:23:00.000+08:00

Haizzz i used 2 dun hav exam mood..... N then it came all in a sudden.....During the Bookeep lesson yesterday I suddenly fell very afraid of the exam when the moment i get the bookeeping revision question.....
N then we all move n arange our classroom then my form teacher Mr Law giv me the classroom's key n ask me 2 keep it during the whole exam.....
N till nw I had my BM exam tis mornin.....
N my mum is playing the PS2 nw i'll be goin 2 rest later coz i'm goin 2 work in 3.00pm....~

~I'll be posting the picture as soon as possible coz i'm realy tired nw i need 2 hav a rest b4 go 2 work.....

Kind of Day....

2008-07-29T16:40:00.000+08:00

Tis mornin my mum went 2 do an operation bcoz of some little problem in her body thank goodness she's ok nw..... N one thing i'm fren withbthe second wave again we both apologize 2 each other n nothing more n tis case is settle..... 2 day i dunno wats goin on with my classmates its Shanna n Han they ask ppl who sit near them n e.g. I tuck Han n tell her Shanna is callin u.....(actualy Shanna didnt call her at all.....) The other way Boon ask Shanna Han is callin u......(they didntcall each other at all) n by the time they look at each other tat's the funniest part'.......Hahahahahaha LOLOLOLOLOLOL.............. tis definitely SUCKS!!!!! tis is so damn funny.....:) ya n JUDE is taking action on our Soler or its juz maybe...... One more thing Boon's name is not Harry anymore coz Shanna n Faye named her a new name'SAM'...... I'll call u Sam start 4rm 2morrow n i received ur' SULIT' letter already Sis(Evelyn Tsen) k? U too take care ya study hard ya? Woooo.......

These picture were taken yester day i'm supposed 2 post them up yester day n my tis stupid pc went 2 problem again i hate u!!!!!

Piggy n John r waiting 4 Chee Ka Ling 2 pay them the calss fund...

Tis is the "new way" of asking the classmates 2 pay them tthe class fund

Its Miss Selena's lesson~

Its our Desipline master Mr Lai's back view my most ~ Expensive picture.....

Han is wearing the costume being wear by TT Nite's ppl~

Nw its Lola's turn.....

These are taken by Nee i realy dunno y she took tis kind of picture....

Tis the SunwuKong Style of my photo.....

The FINAL Chapter of 2nd WaV3: WAVE TO DESTINY

2008-07-27T11:23:00.000+08:00

Sorry guys i hav no time 2 blog anymore yesterday nite coz i hav work yesterday nite till 11.30pm n when i reached home its about 12.27pm odi n i very tired odi..... Sorry k?

Tis is wat happen yesterday nite I have been very patience odi 4 1 week waiting 4 her answer n we both had work yesterday coz the restaurant needs more part-time workers than usual they have about 70++ tables yesterday... so me,my brother, XXX n XXX's sister went thr....B4 tis last Sunday XXX promised tat nomatter she accept me or reject me we hav 2 be like best fren as usual but but b4 i went 2 work i called XXX n asked her wat time will she go 2 work later..... she said its bout 4.30pm i said when we're there we go n buy some drink first then go 2 work she said 'ok'.....Guess wt happens next? when we meet each other in the restaurant shen pretended 2 be cant see me in her sight at all?! wat the hell? fuck u! I juz wan u 2 giv me ur answer by urself n hw did u treat me? M i INVISIBLE, i juz wanna giv u bck the handphone strap n hear ur answer i called u so many time wat did u do u act like i'm not thr at all wat does tat means? N ur so damn rough lorr..... I didnt did anything tat make myself feel sorry 2 u! I hav giv up 2 events for me tat is much more important than tis the reason i go yesterday is 2 hear ur answer but wat did u do? N u told ur sister 2 told me i'm the one hu is LC first..... FucK u Wat r u talkin bout? UR THE ONE WHO IS LC FIRST!!!!!!!!!! Im not, i wanna talk 2 u n u pretended like i'm not thr. U break ur promise urself! 4rm nw on i wont talk 2 u anymore n u dun talk 2 me either..... K? the only thing u cn do is THINK wat hav u done on a best friend n wat do u hav 2 do.....

Feel much more better nw n i wanna 4get bout tis A.S.A.P. ur realy as ur sister ur realy not tat good at all..... hahaha dunno larr ur so sucks!!!!!

Bye,second wave tis is th final chapter of second wave i noe when the rite thing comes in the rite tme it will sure come true 2 u whn its not it's not..... I pay my patience but i didnt get wat i want but its nothing aleardy coz i learned tis in tis year's may HW MUCH U PAY DOESNT E QUAL 2 WAT WIL U GET.....

OK,THATS IT 4 my sharing 2day.....

*Tats the phone strapt i'm talkin bout...

I'm new n Somethin Crazy happen 2day.....

2008-07-25T17:13:00.000+08:00

I'm the first time blogging n wif alot of wonders i wonder if someone will view my blog..... hahaha, say halo 2 everyone here.....I use 2 write somethin in my journal today i didnt noe tat i would create a blog all in a sudden tis is wat i wrote in it tis mornin.....
"Today I'm realy not in the mood 2 write(tis mornin) but i juz wanna express my feelin here..... Tis is goin so crazy man i dunno wat did i did wrong..... someone would do such annoying things like painting ppl's picture its definitelya very rough things for me larr.....IF U WANNA SETTLE TIS DO IT FACE TO FACE K? Dun do such TINY Action at the back of ppl.....I dont noe he/she would hate me tis deep juz wanna tel u stop doin tis such fucking actions at the back of ppl k? U noe ur such annoyin k? Dun be another JUDE pls as Charles said He hate ppl with the habit 'BEING 2 FACED' i wonder that ur in the same class with me or not. wat i care is if u realy wanna settle tis DO IT FACE TO FACE PLS?! IF i did anything or accidentally did somethin made u angry me so much tell me FACE 2 FACE! FUCK U! GO @ HELL! ITS ok 2 do tis nw if u wanna continue doin tis..... Fine go ahead wait juz wait 4 ur judgement day when ur goin 2 see God. Gud luck k? Nomatter wat u do, wat u say, wat u think..... God noes."

hahaahhahahaha maybe its too angry tis mornin i could write tis such things.....
Anyway i'm not angry bout it anymore juz wanna share somethin wif u guys my first come out wif such Funny things hahahahaha..... K lar tats al 4 2 day..... if u guys wanna add me major-91@hotmail.com.....
HaHAHaahaHa.. dunno wat i'm laughing.